Friday, October 31, 2008

I Have To Move On......I Think

Time comes and I thought I had moved on. However, our subconciousness is a cruel world. Then again, our subconciousness often reveal what we want and our dreams allow us to experience things we may not get to do in real life. Sigh. After so long, she pops up in my dreams again. Why oh why?

陳小春 - 我愛的人

我知道故事不會太曲折
我總會遇見一個什麼人
陪我過沒有了她的人生
成家立業之類的等等
她做了她覺得對的選擇
我只好祝福她真的對了
愛不到我最想要愛的人
誰還能要我怎樣呢

我愛的人 不是我的愛人
她心裡每一寸 都屬於另一個人
她真幸福 幸福得真殘忍
讓我又愛又恨 她的愛怎麼那麼深

我的愛人 她已有了愛人
從他們的眼神 說明了我不可能
每當聽見 她或他說(我們)
就像聽見愛情 永恆的嘲笑聲

Video of 陳小春 - 我愛的人

Monday, October 27, 2008

Classics From The 60's

Wah! Can't believe I found these 2 clips on youtube. Real classics! The memories!



Sunday, October 26, 2008

Whole Day Of One Piece

Spent the whole day sleeping, eating and watching One Piece! Haha! Super lazy human being. What to do, waiting for the big trip mah. Dunno going or not in the end. Kia Ora then Aloha! Hopefully lah, or at least one of them lor.

Saturday, October 25, 2008

No More Snacking

WAH! More and more snacks are off the shelves! Seems like it has all come crashing down! NO MORE SNACKING! Hahaha! Time to lay off the snacks and start losing weight. This is as good a time if not better. It is a sign I tell you. A SIGN!

Friday, October 24, 2008

I Smell Her AGAIN!

Haha. Yes, I know it sounds very weird. I went out yesterday with my ex-collegaues for some bites at Seletar Airbase. While on my way home on the North-East line MRT, her smell hit me again! I looked up but it was not her! It was just someone of similar built and wearing the same fragrance! Ah.....the smell of Loretta. I must really miss her! It is only the second time this year that I smelt this fragrance. How I wish I could see her again. It is coming to a year now. Sigh.

However......today very happy. Why? Cause I am chatting with her online now! Yay! Long time no talk to her already, the few times I managed to chat with her, I am very happy. I really hope that she will agree and go watch the play with me next month. Pray hard hard ah!

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Certified Nut Case

Hey! We got a certified nut case at the high elements at Labrador Adventure Camp! He has not exercised streneously in more than a year and was still suffering from fever and food poisoning. What on earth was he doing up there yesterday? Hmmm....... When he moved, the logs swayed violently with him on it and the belayer was definitely stuggling to belay him! Hahahaha!

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Feeling Really Terrible

Ohhhh......diarrhoea have not recvoered yet and still running a slight fever. Feeling really weak now. I hope I can survive the camp and fulfil my duties. It sucks going to camp in a sickened condition, even as an officer. A weak body can not do much. Arggg......

Friday, October 17, 2008

Sick

A minor illness (lasting 1 to 3 days) every 6 months and a major illness (lasting 1 week or more) every 1 year.

That is the illness cycle I go through. Uggggg. Suffered fever and diarrhoea from last night. Today, fever went up and along came a splitting headache and stomach cramps. My entire body had no energy and I feel very very week. Sounds like food poisoning to me. Oh man.

Got a camp tomorrow and I wodner if I am even fit enough to attend. Arggg.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Because Of You

Because of you, I find it hard to trust anyone.
Because of you, I am no longer the way I was.
Because of you, I am cautious so that I will not be hurt.
Because of you, I have learnt to be more humble.
Because of you, I have became a better person.

Saturday, October 11, 2008

NEW LENS!

YAY! Went to pick up my Canon F1.8 50mm lens after ordering it for very long. Finally a lens with some credibility in dark places. Hahaha. Now to find a place to test it out fully!

Friday, October 10, 2008

Random Thoughts

Kids:
They are so expensive to bring into this world
They are so expensive to bring up in this world

Long lost friend (not):
Went to Giant at Vivo and thought I saw Huizhen.
Last time I saw her was back in April 2007 on her birthday at one of NTU's Halls.
Apparently it was just someone with a similar haristyle, build and voice.

Holiday:
Target flying date is 14 November 2008.
Target flight is either the 8pm Qantas(QF) flight or the 9pm SIA(SQ) flight.
Target return date is around 20-25 December 2008, depending on finances and flight.

Thursday, October 09, 2008

Big Weird Insect!

Had woke up very early this morning and when I returned to my room after washing my face, there was a giant insect (shaped like a huge wasp) hovering around my room's light! No wonder Tinkle was meowing away loudly, he was telling me that there is a large flying insect in my room. He attempted to apprehend the insect but it was too high and he could not find a location that would allow him to pounce on it.

As my PC monitor was on, each time I switched off the room's light, the giant insect would fly towards the monitor. When it came down, Tinkle tried to pounce on it but he just could not get a grip on the irritating little bugger. After a while, it finally settled itself on a jigsaw frame I had hanging at mid-height. Tinkle was looking at it intently from my table and kept meowing at me and at it. He wanted to pounce but he did not know if he will be punished or not. Hahahaha!

That giant insect was some character too. While sitting on my jigsaw frame, it was grooming itself! Serious! I could see it bringing its front legs to its head and it kept pulling its feelers down, as if to stroke it. I have never seen such interesting behaviour before! However, with awe came disgust as well. I flung a newspaper at it and it got knocked on to my table, covered by the newspaper. I immediately slammed on the newspaper, not wanting to risk being stung or bitten by this giant insect, killing it! Tinkle was scared by the heavy slapping on the table and he quickly ran out of my room. I do not know to call him a very good observer or a scare-dy cat?

Kermit Songs

I have always liked this 2 songs sung by Kermit the Frog. For those too young to remember or know them, Kermit was a part of the Muppet Babies sensation back in the early-1980's to early 1990's. He is also a regular cast on Sesame Street. Kokomo, a cover version of the 1980's Beach Boys hit, was from the Muppet Beach Party album in 1989 and the evergreen classic The Rainbow Connection was from the Muupets Movie in 1979. In case you are wondering, Kermit (voiced by the late Jim Henson), is the original singer of this song! Yes, this frog can SING!


Kermit the Frog - Kokomo (cover of Beach Boys song)


Kermit the Frog - The Rainbow Connection

Sunday, October 05, 2008

Happy Birthday Ellyson

Went to Malcolm's place to day to celebrate his daughter, Ellyson's, first birthday. It has been a while since I last met him. I think it was back when we were at his place for his wedding. Good for you Malcolm! Singapore need more babies! Hahahaha.

HAPPY 1st BIRTHDAY ELLYSON!

Saturday, October 04, 2008

Thoughts and Gratitude

I have been to many places but none has held my heart more dearly than NZ. Yes, I was happy when I celebrated my 26th birthday in Shanghai with Sweetie and when Sunshine accompanied to Taiwan on my 27th birthday. Sadly, this year, it is very likely that there will be no one accopanying me when I make my return to NZ shortly after my 28th birthday. Since graduating, for 2 years in a row, I have been blessed with the company of the person I like when I am overseas and I am really hoping it will occur again this year.

Rather than saying words which will sway your heart, I am going to throw caution into the wind and bring you to the ends of this world.

I am thankful to the ladies who have been a part of my life and helped me become a better person. I have spent my life exploring and I know without your patience and guidance, I would not have become the person that I am today. Your honesty though brutal but at various moments have placed me in my place and shown me the real me. I have hidden when I could not handle the honesty that you all have given me but for the few who believed in me, I thank you for bringing me out again. You have all been my special angels.

Was listening to s song a friend of mine had put on her blog. The song struck me not so much about the tune but about the lyrics. It is an issue I hold close to my heart. The hustle and bustle or the dog-eat-dog world that we live in now, no longer allows us to sit back and enjoy the simplicities of life. So much so, that we are starting to forget what life is all about and we have forgotten who we really are. We are worshipping a lifestyle which many of us do not realise why we are going after and forgetting that through it all, the true riches in life is at home, where home is still the castle upon where our dreams are built upon. When we grow tired and burntout for an ideal which we have no idea why we are going after and after the many setbacks that we meet in life, returning to the simplicities of life will allow us to relook at life in a diffferent perspective altogether and find ourselves again. The song? Jay Chou's 稻香.

Friday, October 03, 2008

Overcrowded Station

Never have I seen Vivocity MRT station as crowded as it was on Wednesday! Maybe it was due to the fact that it was a holiday. There were at least 8 policemen within the station compound overlooking security and order. Unfortunately, the stupid financial advisors were not helping things by stopping people in their tracks and caused quite a few knocks and bumps.