Spicy

Somehow or rather, I seem to find gals who are fiesty to be more interesting than those who are easy-going. Hmmm......Should not opposite attract? How is it that a person who has a fiery temper be falling for another who is equally explosive? Maybe due to my efforts to curb my temper, I have in fact become the easy-going one now. Hahahaha.

Day 007

Sleeping In Parts

There must be something wrong with me. Recently, I keep falling asleep very early in the night only to awake again sometime in the dead of the night. I am sleeping in 2 parts and I find it very disturbing. What is going on? Why can I not have a straight sleep till the sun rises? Argggg. Makes me grumpy when I wake.

Day 006

Changes

Going through life without changes is never possible. Often we have to adapt to either make things more comfortable for ourselves or just to fit in. Me? I adapt to make things more comfortable for myself. I do not like the notion of fitting in. Why should we suppress ourselves for the enjoyment of others? I used to often suppres myself so as not to make a scene or just not to create more tension among certain people but no more will I do so. It is obvious to some people that I hate certain people and it is for the sake of these some people that I put up with certain people to the extent of looking like I am a friend. It might seem like I am a two-faced person and I do not like it. So no more would I adapt myself to fit in. If I am not able to even lookout for myself, how can I look out for others?

Sweetie was visiting the universities in Hong Kong today and seemed pretty exhausted after a day of activities. I hope she does not tire herself too much. Take care Sweetie.

Day 005

Pain!

I am getting too old for sports without stretching. Hahaha. Starting to feel the aches and pains due to the effects of my past two days sporting activites. Ooooh. I have got to remember I am not getting young anymore. Still hunting around for something meaningful. Stress on the term "something", not "someone". I found the "someone", only not reciprocated. Hahahaha.

Day 004

Finally

It seems like internet connecttions in the hotel rooms of HK are cheap. Haha. I finally managed to catch Sweetie online tonight. Yeah!!!!!! Caught up with her over her activities these past 2 days. She mentioned that they have just been walking and walking. Guess she must be kind of tired of walking by now. However, due to my exertions the day before and my cycling done today, I was pretty tired out and could not hold a long conversation with her. Arggg. At least we managed to squeeze in some catch up. Heez.

Day 003

Sun Sand Sea

Was invited by Beautiful today to join her church friends for a couple of hours of games at Sentosa. Happened to meet some of my fellow lifeguards there as they were having training for their competition. Being an outsider to her group of friends, I kept a distance initially to just view the ongoings and chemistry of the group. Also, I was still feeling abit sad due to Sweetie's leaving yesterday. Beautiful kept trying to get me to join in the games but I guess I had not overcome my low modd. Soon enough, I did join them for a game of ultimate frizbee. Sure helped to perk me up some. At least it went some way to lift my spirits. Thanks Beautiful.

Having a close friend like Sweetie away for 6 months just does not feel right. Wonder what kind of fun she is having at this moment?

Day 002

Take Care Sweetie!

I'm Back.

This morning, Sweetie left Singapore for Macau where she will be attending a university exchange program for a week. Thereafter, she will then head up to Shanghai via Shenzhen and begin her Global Integrated Programme (GIP) for the next 24 weeks. During this period, life in Singapore would be less interesting for me. No, she is not my girlfriend, she is attached to some other lucky bloke.

After my return from New Zealand last month, I had been wanting to meet up with her to pass her a gift I had got for her. This morning I finally got the chance to meet her and pass her the gift. Though I only had 10 of her precious minutes before she went into the immigration area of the Budget Terminal, those were my happiest moments ever since I met her after her birthday back in early May. She was very happy about the gift and even asked me if it could clear customs. I assured her that there will be no problems whatsoever. During the entire 10 minutes I had with her, we were not always chatting or catching up. There were moments when I was just looking at her and we just sat there enjoying the presence and company of the other. When I offered her a handshake of luck, I held her hand for a moment longer. I specifically asked that she return home safely. This may sound strange or even stupid to some but she is very important to me and I do not want to lose her, even if we can only just be friends. Damn, it has only been a day and I am starting to miss her already. Almost as badly as when I was in New Zealand, while she was in China attending another university echange programme at the same time. Haiz.

Day 001

struggling with everything

still no job, still not done with editing of photos, still don't know what tomorrow will be like. haiz. it is days like this when i wonder why i study so long for.

flu recovery

finally starting to feel a little bit better from that damn flu. arggg. really sucks being stuck at home the whole time.

whole scale editing

finally recovered from my flu, i think, and have some sense of sanity to begin the editing process of the pictures taken during my trip to new zealand. damn, 2412 pictures! how on earth did i take so many photos! hahahaha! this is going to take all day and maybe tomorrow too. argggg!

Happy Birthday June!

No, not to the month but to my cousin June. From a fellow 1980 to another 1980, we are all getting old already. Hahaha. May your case loads never ovewhelm you and your exams never stress you out Dr Lee! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNE!

fighting reacclimitisation bug

i was havng flu during my first 3 days in new zealand but this is worse. damn singapore's weather sure is a hot bed for viral activity. feeling all woozy and weak. argggg!