Packing Up

Packing my stuff. Hee Hee. Mum is giving me a treat. Haha.

What Is Mum Doing?!

Mum went back to office yesterday around noon to print our travel documents but she stayed and got some work done. Until now she is still not home yet!

Moving Cash

Have to move my cash around to balance my spending and course fees. I really need that job soon!

Very Happy

I am so happy. Sweetie is finally home! I missed her. When I saw her, I hugged her and did not want to let her go. I am even more sure that it is she that I want. I love her so much!

Email For Help

I have finally took the step to ask for help. I need it to get what I want. I need the help from the MIW.

Emotionally Drained

I feel really emotionally drained. Ooooh. Arggg.

On My Own

Alone at home for the next 9 days. Got to cook and prepare my own meals. Ah well, I miss them already.

Have A Safe Trip

Sweetie and her mum are flying off to Shanghai in a couple of hours. My Mum is flying off later tonight to South Africa. Enjoy your trips ladies!

Resumes Sent

More and more resumes sent. I really need a job as soon as possible. I need the income.

Another Step Forward

After spending the past 5 days on course, I have now moved on another step in life. It has helped my relationship with her. I have to build on it.

On Course

Have been on course these couple of days. So far, it has not really affected me yet. Hmm......As she once said, it is possible that I will only feel any stirrings in the weekend.

Drained

I finally made my decision and I chose to be with her. It is not easy to put away 5 years of feelings and I have not put it out for too long. I am glad I finally decided and I do hope she is committed too.

I Have Made My Decision

I have finally decided. There is something missing. Much as I need to move forward with my decision, there is something missing. I feel that I am lying to her and to myself if we continue.

I Am Feeling Flustered

I am still agonizing over my decisions.

Night Out

I needed to destress to clear my head. I need to be certain of what I want.