i surrender

i have been foolish to think that i am deserving of friends.
i have been foolish to think that i can melt somebody's heart.
i have been foolish to think that being nice will allow things to be done smoothly.
i have been foolish to think that there is someone for everyone out there.
i have been foolish to think that working hard will allow me to prove my worth.
i am the foolish sort to think that you the reader will even care, for i know that you will read this and just laugh it off as another of my random rants.
i am a fool!

Return Of The Civilian

Finally! Out of green and back to civilian. Alas, on the back of a very mind-switched-off 3 weeks, a request made was turned down. Haiz......