i got a visitor i was hoping but never expected

after i had posted up my photos on to the photo website, i had sent the invitations out to some people whom i have never spoken to for a long time. one and a half years to be exact. to my delight, one of them actually came to view! ooohhh so happy so happy! hahahaha! ok, maybe she had clicked on the link to just see what rubbish it was all about but that she was willing to click the link, it's like wow! i am not hoping for anything but maybe the freezing status between us is about to thaw? i do hope so, for she is really the nicest female i have ever known. no offence to my other female counterparts but when it come to temper and compassion, she's the best i have ever known. she personifies all the good a human can be. really. to think i went all out to screw the relationship last year is plain stupidity, an action i have regreted very much. alas, she's now happily attached. her boyfriend is one lucky fellow if you ask me. before i knew her, i never knew that such a wonderful person existed. after i knew her, i have not met any who is her match. if i did not screw thing up last year, you never know. hiaz......

regrets, i've had a few,
but then again, too few to mention