looking foward to diving!

hee hee hee! i went down to the dive centre today to do fitting for the dive suits. the guy in charge of stores, jeffery, was lamenting that i've slimmed down so much, i'm now considered common sized. he dun have enough common size suits. hahahaha. even the weight belt he gave me is way too long. ah well. i'm soooooo looking foward to going diving. pulau dayang is the location this time. and if things go well, i might have tioman lined up 2 weeks after.

due to my dive trip to dayang, i'm missing out on malcolm's housewarming. i was telling him that, it's safe for karen & joyce to attend then. hahahaha. and what a date for his housewarming, 11 September.

i miss her alot. after the conversation i had with her yesterday, i've given what she requested some thought. i usually wouldn't but since it's her, i decided to think it through, again. and again, i still do not want friendship. haiz. what i want is a relationship. i want to be given a chance to get to spend exclusive time with her. i want to understand her better. i want to grow old with her. this all or nothing move, is the lousiest ever move a guy can make on a gal but....i guess i am not your average guy.