Anger

The chinese have a saying that a single mountain cannot have 2 tigers. It is a rough translation but basically it means that no single place or location can have 2 volatile people around. If there is, it will cause much community unbalance. Sadly, with everybody's thirst and quest to be the top person in charge, many folks have resorted to playing petty office politics. Closer to home, politics are not there but there are terms such as not seeing eye to eye and enstrangment.

Yesterday, for the first time in my life, I got so angry and upset that my whole body shook very very badly. I have never gotten so angry before. Never. I guess it has been building up for soo long and it just came out.