thrilling and exhilirating

it is always a thrill and exciting for me to read her e-mails. i always scan through it quickly, get the gist of it, delete it and sit back to ponder. after a couple of moments, i would recover the deleted e-mail, read through it again, this time slowly. kind words are never spoken for there is no place fot it. hatred is non existent for it is now plain simple indifference. i will never regret for the choices and decisions i make. i'll be upset with myself but never, ever regret. life is too short to be held back by such regrets. sympathies are not needed. mockery is most definately ill-advised.

"the course of true love never did run smooth"
Lysander to Hermia
A Midsummer's Night Dream
William Shakespeare

me, i never have never felt true love. puppy love yes. true love, never.