I Feel Tired

I am feeling really tired now.
I really am tired of being who I am.
I try to be nasty but I just can't.
I tried being bad but I just can't.
I don't have a bad bone in me.
It is so tired being who I am.
I have even lost my temper.
I have TOO MUCH patience.

I really feel I am wasting it all away at the moment.