rejected......haiz

another case of always the good friend but never anything more. this really sucks! i wonder how long it is going to take me this time to let go. i did not want to bring the issue up for she has been very important to me and did not want to walk the way as did my past attempts with others. heck, i was even planning something big for next year if things went well. alas. and i do not want to hear the issue of "why can not we be just friends?". i am a person with low self-esteem and do not like to associate with people who look down or reject me.