will persistence really prevail?
i am not one to give up easily. although i do not know what really goes on in the mind of the person i like, at least, from what i have gathered, i have yet to hear any adverse comments made by her on me. nothing is cast in stone yet. however, fate is in control. a person like her would have many suitors. maybe there are just too many of them. even if i have the ability to compete, i may not have the strength to carry on with the competition incessantly.
i am not even sure if this issue still weighs in my heart and thoughts. it takes one with much wisdom to have nothing in their heart and i am but an ordinary person. it is impossible that there is nothing in my heart, just how much i can supress it. however, if i do not spill it all out, the stress will just continue to build up till it is too difficult to heal. i wonder, between telling and supressing, is there an alternative?
competition. maybe, the use of the word competition might be the wrong mindset. in any relationship, there is an order. like in a marriage, there is an order of seniority between husband and wife. however, the relationship between husband and wife is not confined to the acts of pleasing and serving. if one is to care and love sincerely, even if the other party has plenty of suitors or babes around, the person will still feel the love. i believe if one has true love, one should be able to beat the others and win the favor of the person one loves. besides, even if fate does not allow it, one still gets something, for you have truly loved afterall.
to cure one's illness, one's heart must first be treated. so long as one is in a joyous mood, all illnesses will vanish. the more important she is to me, the greater the burden it is to supress. all the more i should consider letting it all go. perhaps there really is an alternative?
i am not even sure if this issue still weighs in my heart and thoughts. it takes one with much wisdom to have nothing in their heart and i am but an ordinary person. it is impossible that there is nothing in my heart, just how much i can supress it. however, if i do not spill it all out, the stress will just continue to build up till it is too difficult to heal. i wonder, between telling and supressing, is there an alternative?
competition. maybe, the use of the word competition might be the wrong mindset. in any relationship, there is an order. like in a marriage, there is an order of seniority between husband and wife. however, the relationship between husband and wife is not confined to the acts of pleasing and serving. if one is to care and love sincerely, even if the other party has plenty of suitors or babes around, the person will still feel the love. i believe if one has true love, one should be able to beat the others and win the favor of the person one loves. besides, even if fate does not allow it, one still gets something, for you have truly loved afterall.
to cure one's illness, one's heart must first be treated. so long as one is in a joyous mood, all illnesses will vanish. the more important she is to me, the greater the burden it is to supress. all the more i should consider letting it all go. perhaps there really is an alternative?
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