Another Step Forward

After spending the past 5 days on course, I have now moved on another step in life. It has helped my relationship with her. I have to build on it.

On Course

Have been on course these couple of days. So far, it has not really affected me yet. Hmm......As she once said, it is possible that I will only feel any stirrings in the weekend.

Drained

I finally made my decision and I chose to be with her. It is not easy to put away 5 years of feelings and I have not put it out for too long. I am glad I finally decided and I do hope she is committed too.

I Have Made My Decision

I have finally decided. There is something missing. Much as I need to move forward with my decision, there is something missing. I feel that I am lying to her and to myself if we continue.

I Am Feeling Flustered

I am still agonizing over my decisions.

Night Out

I needed to destress to clear my head. I need to be certain of what I want.

Confused Again!

After days of being silent, she finally replied and agreed. Ahhhhh! I cannot get over myself, I cannot get over her. After all these time, she finally agreed. Now I am confused again. It was only 2 days ago. Now, I am confused all over again.

I Agreed

I finally decided to agree. It is her birthday and it is the best gift I can give her.

I Am Flustered

I need to talk to her very very badly. After I paid respects to my grandparents at the temple, we were supposed to meet but suddenly she got angry with me and cancelled the movie. AHHHH! I cannot take it this way.

I decided not to hold back anymore and since she refused to answer my calls, I kept texting her my feelings. I need her to know.

Decision Time

I need to make a decision soon. I cannot let it drag on. I cannot let it be like what happened between me and Karen all over again.

I Feel Confused

Tonight I was asked something and it shocked me. I never thought it would every happen again. To think that it is the second time I am offered again. I really need to be sure this time.

Another Minute More

Another minute more and the day is over. A day of rice vermicelli with hard boled eggs. A day of cake. A day of dinner.

Typing Typing

Been typing on and off this past week. Job applications, conversion of hardcopy worksheets and the story that I have been writing for some time.

7 Movies

Watched 7 movies non-stop today. Oh man. This is not healthy. Haha.

It's Been One Week

A week has passed. I have not done much. I have not achieved much either. I am a very boring person. Or maybe, I am more interesting when I am overseas? I do not know.