Monday, April 30, 2007

plenty of work

being away from work for a week is not good. plenty of stuff to clear up. arggg......

Sunday, April 29, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE!

Well, I have to shout it out here. I did not even say it to her when I met her earlier to give her the longevity noodles I cooked. It has been a really long time since I last laid my eyes on her. Really really missed her. Her final paper is tomorrow, followed by a short break till next week when her much delayed EID will finally begin. When we were chatting at the bus stop, I was really happy to see her. However, somehow, something between us seems to be missing now. The joy when we worked together last time and when I visited her in Shanghai. Maybe it is the exams, maybe it is just me. I guess it is really time to say goobye.

HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY SWEETIE!

Saturday, April 28, 2007

presumption

tomorrow is soon arriving. how things have changed over the past year. perhaps i was too over the top. perhaps i have been too reclusive. knowing my limits has always been my strong point and i have not ventured beyond for not wanting to fail. i am not guilty of not stretching beyond my limits. just so happends, nothing came good over the past year when i stretched myself. be it at work or at relationships. there have been more disappointments then success. there were also pseudo successes which turned out to be nothing more than false hope. with so many disappointments, it is with reluctance if i am ever to venture out again. i have my wants and desires but unfortunately, in this world, good guys never get what they wish for.

Friday, April 27, 2007

safety supervisor

just got myself another qualification, along with a host of other smaller stuff. hmmm...safety supervisor. well, my job is more of an engineer than a supervisor but they did not have any courses meant for engineers so this was the next best thing as i am not a project manager, yet.

Thursday, April 26, 2007

pseudo studying

why pseudo? well, my course is not really difficult and only really requires common sense to pass the test tomorrow. thus, i am glancing through the notes to pick up some fiqures here and there. since the end of my undergraduate days, my courses thereafter have been nothing short of simple. i am not complaining but am really considering of going back to school to do a masters course. maybe a msc and a mba. one at a time though. it costs money to study.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

lunching with former colleagues

went for porridge buffet with some of my former colleagues during lunch today while on course. great to see that they are still as jovial as ever. alas, i have grown wider since i left the company. hahahaha.

Monday, April 23, 2007

thinking of sunday

sunday is coming soon. a little over a year ago, gifts were given. a little over a years later, it is all quiet on the western front. well not the usual western front people will associate with, just happeneds that the parties involved all happened to be in the west.

Sunday, April 22, 2007

laptop = work from home on weekends

having a laptop assigned has its pros and cons. one of the cons is that if you are not in office, you are still expected to log on from home to check on your emails and coordinate any work if required. ah well, in a way, working from home is much more relaxing than working in the office. wonder if i can request to work from home. hmm......

Saturday, April 21, 2007

overeat

feeling sick in the stomach. ate too much food today. really tempted to go puke everything out. uuuurrrhhhhh......

Friday, April 20, 2007

on course

back on course again. hahaha. this time, the course centre is only a short 6 mins stroll from my place. hahaha. my safety coordinator was none too pleased when he realized how close i lived to the training centre and even suggested changing my training to the braddell centre. haha!

Thursday, April 19, 2007

dental finally over

it has been 2 years to the date since my accident. today, the last of my reconstructive dental procedures is finally copleted. it sure has blown a big hole in my pocket! not forgetting the stupid aia agent of mine who keeps telling me that he is appealing for me to claim against my insurance policy but has not answered any of my calls or sms since november 2006! because of him, the banks in singapore are rubbing their hands with glee! hrumph!

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

no more driving for lunch

order was given today to stop us from abusing the use of company vehicles. haiz. now we cannot go out for lunch, have to order from the nearby canteens.

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

rally driving to no avail

drove as fast as i could this morning but still could not get the guys to work on time. alas, we were late by a couple of minutes. sianz.

Monday, April 16, 2007

pc tracking

spent half the day tracking down desktops and laptops in the office today. haiz. so messed up, causing so much problem. argggg!

Sunday, April 15, 2007

thinking

things just do not seem to be going smoothly. plans were made in the hopes of something happening but now it seems that it might not happen. was it a case of jumping the gun or a case of misplaced belief?

Saturday, April 14, 2007

thumbdrive on a swim

it sure seems really really weird! i was sure i saw my thumbdrive in office on friday morning. yet just moments ago, while ironing my shirts for nest week, what was to fall out of one of my shirt was my "missing" thumbdrive! ahhhh! i must have forgottened to empty my pocket and the thumbdrive went for a swim in the washing machine! have not tested it yet. i hope it can still work.

is this a sign too? hmmm......i really do not know. had a dream on thursday night where i ket getting rejected by her in my dreams and when i "lost" my thumbdrive on friday, it just seemed like something or someone was telling me to let go. now? well, i know what i want but circumstances just do not seem to support my wishes.

Friday, April 13, 2007

lucky? unlucky?

today was a day of both for me being that it is friday the 13th. i lost my personal thumbdrive in office! haiz! it has been with me since my photography lesson days. is it a sign that i should not harbour anymore hopes?

on a brighter note, met up with a friend of mine along with 2 of her female friends, both of whom are teachers. really nice gals. all 4 years younger than me and unattached! hahaha! well, since i can not seem to land a gf at the moment, i might as well enjoy the company of the gals whenever they invite me to join them. heez!

Thursday, April 12, 2007

drained

not sure if it is due to all the running around in the office or my exertions from monday, been feeling very tired this entire week. knocking off in about an hours time but i feel like i have not slept for days! ooooh! sleepy!

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

fast ride to work

somehow or rather, this morning, i managed to get the guys to work slightly earlier than usual. either we had smoother traffic or i handled the twincab a little faster than usual. hahaha

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

another joy ride

got to drive the comapny's twincab this time round. the handling is much smoother but pick up is not as powerful as the lorry. hahaha!

Monday, April 09, 2007

tired out

just finished showering after cycling home from work today. damn it sure is tiring!

Sunday, April 08, 2007

long siesta

with the exertions of gaming late into the wee hours, i did not roll of my mattress till 2pm. hahaha. it has been some time since i slept till such hour. sure felt good. heez.

Saturday, April 07, 2007

whiled away

whiled away my time in front of the computer today. doing what? well, playing the latest command & conquer game that is. wasted away my day as i could not think of what other activities to do.

Friday, April 06, 2007

Qing Ming

how many young ones nowsadays still make the effort to go pay respects to the departed members of their families? few and far between i guess. while at the crematorium, the young ones there were of the very young variety. there were teenagers there but few and far between. alas, with the ever changing landscape where many are more concerned with material pursuits, family ties are forgottened.

Thursday, April 05, 2007

will it work?

can't help but wonder if what was posted yesterday has any effect at all. hmmm......well, if it does, it does. else there is nothing else i can do.

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

3 days of effort

after struggling on page one for three days, i have finally finished writing it. i hope it can achieve something, something positive i hope. else history will just repeat itself again.

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

buy buy buy!

large scale buying of supplies! hahaha! now become like mini-mart liao. hahaha!

Monday, April 02, 2007

new office!

moved into my new office today! yeah! finally got my own table & chairs! haha! but my eyes was stung by the environment! arrggggg!

Sunday, April 01, 2007

coughing idiot

arggg......all this coughing is bad for my throat. kept drinking water over the past 2 days and have been visiting the toilet practically every 30 minutes. hahaha! well, this is one method i learnt in voice studies class. i just need to keep lubricating my throat and i will be cured soon enough. i hope.